friendz...

i am very emo nowdays......even in school especially during recess and after school ...i dont know how to start wit them on how to reunite.........ppl say dont join but i cant stay like that for my life ..... but i cant stay without them also ...... i cant erase off them in my mind .....i really miss them ..... and its hurting me cause meyya sit beside me and i always wanted to talk to her as ususal bt stupid memories of the text messages blocks me ........seldom it does not.....how am i going to live without friends and esp. them? june is coming and i had alot of plans to go out especially 2 escape theme park if their results are satisfied.... i cant go and ask them ......if u are the one who is suposed to read this is for u and pls im sorry....

hi after a long time a new post.......

ok seriously i did nt do well in the SA1 as my results tell me..... a tons of millions careless mistakes if nt i will atleast get 3As...... and my friends are like avioding me its pricking me inside.......i went early in the morning stood , i repeat stood at my pace which is juz infront of NISHA and waiting fer some of my old friends to get up!.. and my friend noticed me and looked at the east side ..... i got fustrated and looked at the north side and felt like shouting at them to get up....... i hope u get it.... and on the 19/05/09 we went to celebrate nisha bday and they were fine!!! u noe the day before today Meyya sms me that dont send us tis anymore , we gt this problems and blah blah blah....... and i asked her wats the problem now and in a positive way.........and they dont want to tell wats the .........................and i was totally alone today ...... extremely emo ............ but i have already ordered a suprise present for nisha for her birthday 2 weeks ago and now they tell like that ... i seriously need help ... i feel like killing myself or jumping down ordo something that wont make me miserable or wish that i have never ever met friends so that my now situation will be more pleasent......i gtg meet u in next post... i wish the person who needs to see it will see....~ i hope u noe who i meant~

19 may 2009

im so excited cause im , val , meyya , nisha is going to go to escape theme park ad surprise each of them i dont want to tell the surprise now cause nisha will be viewit now i tell when its over hehehe!! and its gonna be fun !!

EXAM FEVER GONE AND .......

ok now exam fever is gone and i am very happy my 2 weeks of stress is gone and the papers were moderate in difficulty esp geography and maths paper 2 last question!!!! chemistry was ok .....i have believe that i will pass!! on friday 15/05/09 our last paper and after that immidieatly went to watch a tamil movie ...... we watched sarvam but actually wanted to watch pattalam ..... but it was fun to c like varanam aayirum and enjoyable.... it was fun and well nice hehe! i was angry cause nisha always tell me shut up like in a negative way like that it likes very rude and i gt angry but i have to tell her sorry and thanks cause she gave me another life .....

Aiming!!!!!~~~ Mid year papers

ok my post after a long time , LONG TIME!! ok now gonna tell about my aiming and soon tell ing my actual hhahahaha here it goes ->

English - Minimum B3
Tamil - Minimum A2
Physics - Minimum B3
Chemistry - Minimum B3
Maths - No minimum its always A1
Art - Minimum B4
Literature - Minimum B3

i have confidence in my future yeah!
History - Not Available
Asethetics - No minimum its always A1





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