hi after a long time a new post.......

ok seriously i did nt do well in the SA1 as my results tell me..... a tons of millions careless mistakes if nt i will atleast get 3As...... and my friends are like avioding me its pricking me inside.......i went early in the morning stood , i repeat stood at my pace which is juz infront of NISHA and waiting fer some of my old friends to get up!.. and my friend noticed me and looked at the east side ..... i got fustrated and looked at the north side and felt like shouting at them to get up....... i hope u get it.... and on the 19/05/09 we went to celebrate nisha bday and they were fine!!! u noe the day before today Meyya sms me that dont send us tis anymore , we gt this problems and blah blah blah....... and i asked her wats the problem now and in a positive way.........and they dont want to tell wats the .........................and i was totally alone today ...... extremely emo ............ but i have already ordered a suprise present for nisha for her birthday 2 weeks ago and now they tell like that ... i seriously need help ... i feel like killing myself or jumping down ordo something that wont make me miserable or wish that i have never ever met friends so that my now situation will be more pleasent......i gtg meet u in next post... i wish the person who needs to see it will see....~ i hope u noe who i meant~